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Nicole. Melbourne. Awkward as fuck.

And my most recent personal posts are about my ex :s

I should probably mention that I broke up with him just over 3 months ago >.<

The best day ever.

So far.

Asdfghjkl can I just please be in his arms again please.

I like him a lot.

My sister blurted out to one of my brothers that I have a boyfriend.

Asdfghjkl

So. Many. Questions.

Askcnbhlskfhwerug v;safghisweurhasznbgtr

By tomorrow, all of my brothers are going to know.

Then my dad will find out. Omg

And he’s in a different country right now.

Im dead

I have to be.

And it went surprisingly well :)

She said the normal things:

“How long have yous been together”

“Do you like him” 

“I hope he’s treating you well”

And so on

Alkajncksadfg such a huge weight off my chest, you dont understand.

I physically felt sick just thinking about telling her.

But it went sooo weellll haha I cant get over that.

And it was a lot better than I though it’d be.

Everyone was really friendly, and there was a lot more younger people there than older.

Alakjshdfv and its so great that I actually know a few people instead of being completely alone.

This may not be as bad as I though it’d be.

:)

Im scared to start TAFE.

This is going to be harder than I thought.

All my friends being together without me hurts.

Alkjsnckdgjds :c

I look up at her and she stops and looks at me and says

“I was being a peacock” 

So we sat there for 5 minutes being peacocks together.

And its even better because were 16 year old twins.

I love us.

Reality is getting scarier and scarier.

le sob 

So uh, he said he cant come today.

Relieved but also disappointed.

How the heck am I supposed to rock up to a date tomorrow looking like a lobster

Fuckmylife

Shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker mother fucker.

He just asked me if we are going to kiss on Thursday or wait and see what happens.

Aksjhfgasdklfnv

I wouldnt even know how to talk to him let alone kiss him

Alkajsdf

Why am I so socially awkward